So summer breaks started like 2 weeks ago. So far the highlights of my summer break is shopping shopping n shopping..DnB with Paula..X-men III..n offroading at Asuza mountains!! yeahhhh! We got stuck in mud that's like quick sand n waited for an hour for someone to rescue us...

Me stuck inside the slowly sinking truck!!

The hero!!

Crossing the river

N thats about it..in O I can't wait to go to Catalina! : D

Wow I haven't updated for a long ass time..Lets see.. wut have i been doing..Spring Break was great..that's the only highlight of my life so far. I went camping wit a bunch of ppl in Santa Barabara Big Caliente hot springs. I didn't go in the hot springs though cuz it was freezing. Sleeping in the tent was fun and BBQ all these food. Damn someone laid a huge shit n missed the toilet hole so we had to go to the restroom behind bushes..it was fun tho. I wanna go camping again soon..After that, I drove to Arizona wit my grandma to visit my mom n lil brother. I didn't do much there jus hang out wit my family. I miss my family..On the way bak I stopped by an Ostrich ranch and got 2 huge eggs..they look like dinosaur eggs..1 ostrich egg is equivalent to 20 chicken eggs. I didn't eat it yet but ppl says they taste almost exactly like chicken eggs.

So far my only concern is to do well on all my classes n to not get lazy n ditch my 4:00 class. I'm looking forward to summer!!

Wow! haven't written in dis thing for a long time. Well im just relieved that winter class at Elac is over n all I have to concentrate on is Fullerton. All business is getting even more interesting now! I'm pretty satisfied wit my grades from last semester. My spring schedule is:

10:00-11:15 Planning to add Mktg 351

11:30-12:45 BusAd 210 Theodore

1:00-2:15 Math 135 Shultz

2:30-3:45 Fin 320 Richert

4:00-5:15 Mgmt 339 dunno??

Hopefully I will be done by the end of dis year!! : D but my grad is going to be in May 2008 -_-

Welpz that all that im looking forward to now...

O yea I have bad news!! Mark returned the puppy =*( so so sad..

Ahhh *sigh* I just took my first final Biology! It was pretty easy tho..glad I got that outta the way!  I don't have Bio n e more yay! My accounting final is 7 in the freakin' morning!!! That means i gotta get up at 5:30am!!! that is outrageous!!  N e waise I can't wait to get this stuff done so I can party hardy! lolz

Yay!! My mom is coming on the 12th to visit..iono how long she's staying..maybe only a week : (

dear journal..It seems like everywhere I go it's starting to look a lot like Christmas. I really don't feel the holiday mood at all..I guess because it kinda makes me feel lonely...I feel that I have no one to really talk to or to hang out whenever...except for maybe 1 person..I really enjoy the passion of a simple conversation while getting dinner or a drink or wutever..like wut I had wit Leynda the other day..thanks Leynda..it's people like you that keeps me sane Gosh..has my life became so effin' dull!

O I miss those simple pleasures in life where I can just yap on the phone til the break of dawn, making out w/o thinking it can lead to n e thing else, partyin' like there's no tomorrow, feeling sexy even wen i just woke up, staring at the sky with that SSO til we fall asleep, smiling outta nowhere, dressing up just for the heck of dressing up..Is this the feeling of growing up? The feeling of worthlessness and emptyness? This leads me to another issue I have..committment Is it really worth to be committed? Because I feel that it's a pretty big risk to make Should I still be committed to something that I think isn't worth my committment? Then that "what if" plays over and over in my head. What if it is all worth it in the end? What if it isn't and it was a total waste of time? I feel so lost..I don't noe who to listen to, i don't even noe who cares n e more..how in the hell have i become so lost? It only seems like yesterday I was the happiest person alive but it also seems like I'm far from yesterday....